Honor Under Siege - Radclyffe

with me, you wouldnt have gone

“Bul shit, Blair, Cam said mildly, stepping out of the shower and

accepting the towel Blair held out for her. “Baby, if it was anyones fault,

it was mine. I wasnt paying at ention, and whoever it was probably fol

owed me from here. I didnt have my weapon or my phone. Fucking

idiot. Roughly, she toweled her hair until it was dry enough for her to

finger comb it back out of her face. “Would you mind grabbing me

some jeans and a shirt.

“Here, Blair said a moment later. She helped Cam with the but ons and

zipper even though Cam didnt need her to, because she had to do

something, other than slam doors and swear. “Il get you some ibuprofen

too. From the looks of those bruises, youre going to be sore.

When Blair started to turn away, Cam gently caught her by the

shoulders and stopped her. “Im okay. Youve given me a worse

thumping in the training ring.

Blair turned in the circle of Cams arms. “I might have bloodied you,

but Ive never tried to hurt you. She rested her cheek against Cams

shoulder. “God, I cant believe someone tried to run you down. I shouldnt

have let you go.

“I shouldnt have gone. Im sorry.

“I was so pissed off at you for leaving. Blair was starting to

shake as her anger dissipated. “You beat me to it.

“Ill make a deal with you. The next time were pissed at

each

other, I wont walk if you wont.

Blair sighed and kissed Cams throat. “I guess I have to

agree, because I cant stand it when youre angry, and its

even worse when youre gone.

“Were going to have to talk about this with Stark and

Savard. Diane too, a little later.

Blair met Cams eyes. “Is this about Valerie?

“I dont know, baby. But we have to find out. She kissed

Blair careful y, slowly and tenderly. “Tonight was either a

warning or they were just sloppy. Either way, they made a

mistake. Were not waiting for whoevers out there to try again.

Cams eyes hardened. “Were going after them now.

* * * * *

Diane placed a cup of coffee on the end table next to Cam

and handed another cup to Blair. “Theres more in the kitchen for

when the others get here. Ill be in my room. Her eyes held an

apology as they met Blairs. “Let me know if you need anything.

“Wait! Blair caught up to Diane on the way to the guest

room. “Are you okay?

“Me? Diane shook her head. “Forget about me. Is Cam okay?

Are you?

“Shes banged up, but shell be fine. Blairs voice trembled and

she forced back a surge of anxiety. She squeezed Dianes hand. “I

just wasnt expecting this here. It shook me for a minute.

“A minute! Diane laughed shakily. “I thought I understood

what your life was like all these years, but I was wrong. Ive

always loved you for your spirit and courage. Now even more.

She lightly stroked Blairs cheek. “If I am the cause of any of

this because of my relationship with Valerie, Im leaving. You dont

deserve to have more pain in your life because of your friends.

“Diane, Blair said gently. “Shut

up. Diane paused. “Im serious.

“I know, and I love you for it. But youre not going anywhere

right now. Ill talk to you as soon as I can.

When she returned to the living room, Cam was just opening

the door to Paula and Renée. Blair guessed they had come

directly from their shopping trip, because Renées dark slacks,

pale yel ow blouse, and dark green blazer were clearly just out of

the package. Paula, in jeans and a navy crewneck sweater, looked

worried even before she zeroed in on Cam, and then her eyes

widened in alarm and she immediately pivoted toward Blair. “Are

you all right?

“Im fine. Just Cam was hurt. Blair stroked Cams arm, needing the

contact. “Someone tried to run her down.

“Do you have anything on the vehicle or driver? Renée asked

briskly.

“Nothing on either one, Cam said in disgust. “I was too busy

kissing the pavement. She sat on the sofa and gestured toward the

matching leather chairs opposite her. Blair set led beside her, and

Cam briefly squeezed her hand before fil ing Stark and Savard in on

the details of what had happened.

“Is there any chance you mightve been mistaken for someone else?

Savard asked.

Cam shook her head. “Doubtful. The streets were pret y empty because

of the weather, so I expect the vehicle fol owed me from here. Im tal er

than Blair and I wasnt wearing a hat, so my face and hair were

visible. Its unlikely anyone would mistake me for her.

“Even so, is there any specific reason that you think Ms. Powel

might have been a possible target? Stark asked careful y.

“None, other than al the usual reasons, Cam said grimly, pleased that

Starks focus was on Blair.

“What about yourself? Savard

interjected.

“Ordinarily, Cam said, “Id say no. But there are other factors at play

that you both need to be aware of. She shifted slightly and focused on

Stark. “I assume you know that Savard is on my OHS team now.

“Yes. Stark smiled fleetingly. “I think its

terrific.

“So do I. She shot a quick glance at Savard before turning again to

Stark. “I intended to brief Savard and Davis tomorrow on our prime

mission, and you too, Chief, to the extent that circumstances involve

Blair. What happened tonight has pushed up my timetable.

“Yes, maam, Stark said. “I appreciate you including me

tonight.

“You have to be included. Cam could sense Blairs tension but she

continued without hesitation. “As you know, Valerie Lawrence is

missing and quite a number of people would like to find her. Not al of

those people are friendly. Were not even completely certain that

Valerie is stil on our side.

“Cam. Blair abruptly withdrew her hand, which had been lightly clasping

Cams thigh.

Savard didnt seem to notice the whispered protest. “What do we know

about her location since the raid on Mathesons compound?

“Nothing. Shes been completely out of contact. Cam placed her hand on

Blairs knee, hoping to reassure her. “Im not asking you to break any

confidences, Blair, or to confirm anything, but Stark needs to know

this. I strongly suspect that Valerie made contact with Diane Bleeker

sometime during the shopping trip today.

Stark paled but kept her gaze on Cams face. “I didnt see anyone

who fits Valeries description. No one reported anything unusual to

me. If she was therewe missed her.

“Theres no reason you should have been looking for Valerie, Paula.

Abruptly, Blair stood and directed her next comment to Cam. “You

dont seriously think Valerie tried to run you down tonight.

“No, Cam said, “I dont. I cant think of anything Valerie might gain by

having me out of the way, especial y since she doesnt know I plan on

finding her.

“Even if she did, Blair said, “I cant believe shed try to

hurt you.

“I dont think so either, Cam said, “but we cant make assumptions.

Until we have more information, al we know is that Valerie is

missing, Matheson is missing, and someone tipped him of to the raid on

his compound.

“If Valerie made contact today, Stark said, her voice low and tight,

“then we had a serious breach in security. Il need to report it.

Cam shook her head. “No, for two reasons. Number one, I dont want

anything about Valerie reported to anyone except me. We dont know

whos reading those reports. Number two, your priority and that of your

team today was Blair. Valerie is an experienced operative, and Im sure

she simply waited until Diane was out of your surveil ance zone before

approaching her. At the set look on

Starks face, Cam leaned forward. “Now you know, Chief. Now you

widen your perimeter. There was no breach today.

“What about my chain of command? Stark asked stif ly. “A.D. Carlisle

should probably be informed.

“I dont want to pul rank, Cam said, “but Homeland Security takes

precedence.

“Yes maam. Stark

said.

Cam looked at Blair. “After what happened tonight, I think you and

Diane should head for Whitley Point tomorrow. Il bring the rest of the

team in a day or two.

“Im not sure Diane wil go, Blair said. “Not if Valerie is here

somewhere.

“If Diane has contact with Valerie, she needs to get Valerie to come

in. If Valeries not responsible for the leak, shes in big trouble.

Matheson is going to try to eliminate her.

“Commander, Savard said. “Someone helped Valerie disappear from

Whitley

Point. Its not a secure location

anymore.

Cam nodded. “I agree that the site is no longer a secret. Despite that,

Whitley Point is easy to secure, and with Tanners private forces, wel

have plenty of personnel. Its the best place for Blair

“Im not going without Diane, Blair said. “I understand what youre

saying, and Il go, but not without her. Shel be defenseless if we leave

her.

“Il put people on her, Cam

said.

Blair shook her head. “I want m y people. She glanced at Stark.

“Theyre the best and you know it.

Cam sighed. “Il talk to Diane. Its time that I did. She grasped Blairs

hand and drew her back down to the sofa. “Okay?

“Yes. I know its time. Blair leaned gently against Cams uninjured

shoulder.

“Chief, Cam said to Stark, “youl have complete control of Blairs

security, but youl report to me and not Carlisle until further notice.

“Understood, Stark responded

smartly.

“Savard, youre second-in-command of my OHS team. Our first priority

is to find Valerie Lawrence. And after that, were going to find

Matheson.

Savards eyes sparkled and her fatigue seemed to drop away like a

distant memory. “Yes maam, Commander. Wil there be anyone else

besides Felicia?

“For now, no. Once we get a lead, wel need someone in the

field.

Savard looked as if she was about to say something, and then stopped

herself. Nevertheless, Cam heard the message. “If and when youre

ready for the field, Il decide where I need you most. Can you work with

that?

“Absolutely, Savard said. “I serve at your command, with

pleasure.

Cam stood, careful not to favor her aching hip. She didnt want Stark or

Savard, and especial y not Blair, to know how much it hurt. “Contact

Felicia tonight and tel her wel meet here at 0700, not in the West

Wing. Its time to close our doors to any eyes and ears except our own.

Blair walked Stark and Savard to the door, then returned to Cam. “I

know there wasnt much time before the briefing, but I wish youd told me

about leaving for Whitley Point earlier.

“I know. My timing has been of with everything tonight. Cam cupped

Blairs cheek. “Im sorry. It wasnt meant to blindside you.

Blair

sighed.

“Youre

forgiven.

“Thanks, Cam said, meaning it. She was in pain, she was facing

enemies she couldnt identify, and she needed Blair now more than ever.

“Your hip hurts, doesnt it? Blair said, resting her hands gently on

Cams waist.

“I thought I was doing a good job of hiding it. Cam laughed softly at

Blairs expression. “Its get ing stif pret y fast.

“Lets get you to

bed.

“In a minute. I need to talk to

Diane.

“Shes hurting, too, Cam, Blair said

softly.

“I know. Il do my best not to make it

worse.

“Your best, Blair whispered, kissing her. “Yes, that

wil do.

“I know how much she means to you, and Im very fond of her. Im not

going to let anything happen to her.

“Do you ever get tired, taking care of

others? Cam frowned. “I dont know

what you mean.

Blair smiled and kissed Cam again. “I know you dont, and thats another

reason that I love you. Il be waiting.

“And that, Cam whispered, “is just what I

need.

Blair watched her walk away, knowing she was hiding her pain. She

wanted to shield Cam and keep her safe, and knew Cam wanted the

same for her. She feared it was a wish neither of them could fulfil .

Chapter Eleven

D iane, in royal blue silk pajamas, sat propped against the pil ows, an

open book in her lap. She smiled wanly at Cam. “Ive been trying to

read, but I cant remember a single sentence.

“Im sorry to disturb

you.

“Dont be sil y. How do you

feel?

“Im fine. Cam left the door open an inch and leaned against the wal , her

arms loosely at her sides. “In light of whats happened, Id like you and

Blair to leave for Whitley Point tomorrow morning.

“I hadnt planned on leaving so

soon.

Cam fol owed Dianes gaze as she glanced unconsciously at her cel

phone on the table next to the bed. “If Valerie cal s, she can reach you

there as wel as anywhere else.

“I

know.

“But youre hoping to see her here, arent you? Cam asked

gently. Diane sighed. “Am I that transparent?

“No. Id feel the same way if I were you. Cams chest tightened just

thinking about Blair suddenly disappearing with no word. Perhaps

forever. But she couldnt make command decisions based on what she

felt, or how deeply she ached for Dianes pain. No one would be safe

then.

“Sit down, Diane said, indicating the bed. “Youve had a dif icult night.

Cam grinned as she sat on the foot of the bed. “You saw her today,

didnt you?

“Is that why you and Blair were

fighting?

“Nice evasive maneuver, Cam murmured. Assuming that Blair